Why do people find so many things awkward?

It's only awkward if you make it awkward! I would know, because my entire existence is awkward. You know what sucks? LAUGHING AT THE WRONG TIMES. I have this defense mechanism when I'm nervous or uncomfortable or sad or angry... I LAUGH. Even when I'm crying. How weird is that? Do you want to know awkward? THAT'S AWKWARD. Oh mah gawwwwwwddddddd. SO BAD. I LAUGH AT ALL THE WRONG TIMES. GOD. Let's not talk about it anymore.