What dictates the meaning of "success"?

Success is determined by a dependent balance between gratification and self-awareness one receives from gaining feedback of his or her endeavor. In my opinion, being successful is not a measure of how close one gets to achieving a goal, but the amount of life experience a person gets from that experience.

If I could be famous for anything, what would it be?

I want to be famous for saving the rainforest, duh. HOW SWAG AND AWESOME WOULD THE BE, THOUGH. "Bianca saves rainforest and hugs all baby animals" would be the headline in ten years in every leading news story. Why, you ask? I just will, and it will be news, and I will be famous for such an endeavor.

What is my Starbucks order?

It depends if I'm working or not. If I am, then I'll order the mocha frappuccino with a shot of espresso, which is apparently called the mocha javaccino or something (as the nice Starbucks man pointed out--either way, I got my caffeine). I really do not enjoy working, which is why coffee makes everything better and acceptable. If I'm not working and for some reason just really want to pay for an overpriced beverage at Starbucks (and wait 15 minutes in line with 500 eighth graders), then I'll get the green tea frappuccino. I just do. You know what's really gross? Pumpkin spice anything. Like why. It's repulsive.

Why do people find so many things awkward?

It's only awkward if you make it awkward! I would know, because my entire existence is awkward. You know what sucks? LAUGHING AT THE WRONG TIMES. I have this defense mechanism when I'm nervous or uncomfortable or sad or angry... I LAUGH. Even when I'm crying. How weird is that? Do you want to know awkward? THAT'S AWKWARD. Oh mah gawwwwwwddddddd. SO BAD. I LAUGH AT ALL THE WRONG TIMES. GOD. Let's not talk about it anymore.

What do I value most in life?

I value my sanity, because without it, I would be nothing. I like staying on top of everything, because if I'm not, the universe starts spinning out of control, and life as I know it will not exist. My sanity is pretty important.

Write a haiku about my favorite food

Sushi is the best
Deliciousness in my mouth
Refrigerator

If I could change my name, what would it be?

Honestly, I wouldn't, but because you asked, I'd probably be like a Claire or Skye or something. I think names with e's and c's are super pretty. Like I would name my kid something like that. Well, I don't know what else to say, but nothing beats Bianca. It's the best name ever.

One goal that I have for 2014

Wow. 2014 is going to be a huge year for me. Graduation, college, California, summer... A lot is going to go down between now and December. It's only been seven days into January, and so much has already changed. 

My big and only resolution for 2014 is this: have an adventure. That entails trying new and exciting things and stepping out of my comfort zone for the sake of gaining exposure and life experience. Honestly, I'm 18 now, and being a straight-edge, play-by-the-rule kind of person, my life has been constant and comfortable for long enough. I mean, isn't the expectation for me, as a teenager, to mess up? A lot? It's been great and perfect and all, but I think it's time for a change. 

2014 is going to be the year of new directions.