Sleep.

I have an announcement: I don't match today! No! I am THAT tired. I'm wearing this gray dress with lace tights and combat boots with this jacket that does not go well AT ALL! Wah! I thought I was being risque in a good way (that rhymed!) but I finally realized that I look like a wreck. Whyy?? Who's fault is this? I'll tell you who! THE SCHOOL'S! They give me too much homework and I haven't gotten enough sleep. Protest!

XOXO, Bianca

Thanksgiving Break!! Gobble gobble...

I'm going through this hippie phase apparently, so I'm taking things day by day... But wait, a whole week of NO SCHOOL? Yes, please! I'm thinking we may or may not be going to California, or maybe that was Christmas Break. Anyway, I think I'm just going to be doing some hardcore guitar playing! (By that, I mean learning how to play at least one chord.) Oh, I may also start my book! Yes, THAT book. The one that I'm going to one day be successful for. Yeah! Progress is good! And turkeys! Gobble gobble!

XOXO, Bianca

If I had to live in one climate for the rest of my life...

 I would live in pretty Spring weather! That's when all the butterflies come out! It goes with my whole playing my guitar in nature with animals around me vision! In spring, it's not too hot or too cold and it's basically perfect - except for the rain, but I'm leaving that out of my vision. It's the perfect weather for wearing dresses! And flower crowns! Yay!

XOXO, Bianca

My time capsule!

If I had to put some stuff in a time capsule, then mine would be the best one ever! I would put in a skirt, a Phantom of the Opera playbill, some sparkly mascara, a dress from my future designer fashion line, a copy of my future best-selling book, a stuffed panda, a CD of my favorite songs, some cherry blossom petals, a butterfly drawing, and my guitar Fiona! With a touch of glitter and a spritz of Rock n' Rose by Valentino, then my time capsule would be perfect! I feel kind of bad now putting all that stuff in a box for like ten years...

XOXO, Bianca

Daylight savings or standard time?

I LOVE daylight savings! I love when it's still super bright outside when it's like, 8 pm. Go Benjamin Franklin...

XOXO, Bianca

FIVE MORE DAYS!!!!

WHOOAAA! Only five more days before my birthday and I am so excited! My birthday is on November 10th and I'm getting a guitar! Can I play the guitar, you ask? No, no I can't. Not at all. So why do I want a guitar, you ask again? Because I have this weird Taylor Swift-slash-hippie vision moment thing in my head! Okay, I imagine myself wearing a floaty white dress with a crown of flowers upon my head. As the gentle breeze ruffles my hair, I dig my barefoot toes into the grass and slowly sit down with the guitar on my lap and start to strum. A beautiful melodic sound emerges from the instrument and I close my eyes to hear myself sing... Laaaalaaaaa.....Suddenly, all the little critters of the forest - birds, squirrels, bunnies, and butterflies alike - start to gather around me in a happy circle of friendship and love. Then we all start to sway... BEST. VISION. EVER! My friend McKenzie agreed but said I should be sitting on a vine swing. That works too! That's basically the real reason I want a guitar, but the excuse I gave my parents was, "I've been wanting one for a really long time so I can express my feelings in song form!" They bought it (both the guitar and the excuse). Yes! I can't wait! I was supposed to get one that was pink and sparkly with hearts on it, but it turned out that it was for eight-year-olds... So I have to get one of those boring brown ones. Oh well. This calls for sparkles and a hot glue gun!

XOXO, Bianca

My greatest challenge...

UUUUGGGGGHHHHHH!!!! I don't mean to be awkward or anything, but there's really nothing else that's bothering me THIS much at the moment. Yes, you guessed it: It's THAT time of the month again! There is a metaphorical red blob on my imaginary calendar right now. Waaaahh! The cramps are killing me and the mood swings are so weird! I wish THOSE were metaphorical. But they're not. So I'm just going to continue dying on the inside. Sorry about this weird post, but YOU try holding back the urge to writhe and scream in pain!!! Ow.

XOXO, Bianca

Are you an optimist or a pessimist?

Both! I am both! I can even be both at the same time. That's how awesome I am. I don't go a week without thinking that my life is the most horrible and/or boring thing in the world and wish to jump rope in the middle of an intersection just so I can have something to do with my life. At the same time though, I am weird and happy, and for some reason, I tend to laugh for no reason and think strange things that make me smile. Is this weird? I think so. I make it a point to remember that my life is secretly amazing, and as soon as I get too depressed and high off of weird happy (at the same time), I always find something to do eventually. At that point, I will be even more weird happy high, but in an extra special way! Haha! This is basically my general weekly cycle of emotions.

XOXO, Bianca